When heaven pops in a picture. U take it. 🙂 I’ll never get tired of opening my phone and seeing His sun rays. I’ll never get tired of feeling a butterfly even in the evens. I’ll never get tired of my heart reaching because heaven notices. I’ll never get tired of being His daughter. I’ll […]

Tonight when I was leaving the gardens I looked to see if a car was coming and this view took my breathe away. I thought. “What a view when I look at you. The sun, the sky, the trees, the hazy glow of what has now become your touch. The brightness of so much more

Today I wore purple.My favorite color. (Yes blue, his favorite, has definitely intertwined with that favorite and i wear it because he loves it)Purple, one that Derek loved on me. 🙂I mean really. What color didn’t he love 🙂 But seriously. I had a dear friend notice and my only comment was“Today I dressed up

Sometimes I look back over our pictures and see our smiles and I’m reminded. We exist. Hard to say sometimes and hard to look at because if you know me, you know I’m an eye person. And i know the lack that they have. I don’t think anyone in this world could make my eyes

The 23rd, 2024- I woke up to a “good morning beautiful” text from my handsome baby. Breathing the very same air I’ve always breathe in. With Him.I went about my day.Even grabbed a flag for his final flight, and our handsome son and sweet niece even googled how to fold it properly for him, as

Long before there was a Zacchaeus, there was a seed planted.That grew into this amazing tree that could hold a grown man.And I bet it was built just for him and his little legs to climb. Tonight, as the candles are lit, the house is clean, a sweet B&B Merry Christmas movie on, as I

Something about the flickering and warmth of a candle that brings peace and presence. I bought this the other day. It was drawing my attention. I have had it sitting in 3 places since. Well today I moved it and lit it and have been cleaning and listening to worship music.Hanging pictures and kinda moving

So. As I began packing Thursday night for a TAPS event with the kids and mary and Roy, my heart was extremely heavy. As I sit here I remember, through the tears, uttering the words. “This will never get any easier.” As I just looked at the empty side of the suit case and just

Went to the ABBA site today. (I don’t like the words crash site so I ask breanna to come up with something else and ABBA was it. Papa Daddy’s site) Where Jesus called his name and looked right at my baby and said, “welcome home.” As I watched the kids be at such unexplainable peace

Today as I was leaving camp. The sun caught my attention past the trees so my heart was drawn to it. As I rounded the corner and witnessed this, my heart over flowed and my eyes burst with tears. The kids were with friends and not waiting on me to get home so I took