wings

After a beautiful weekend with new friends and what I know will be life long journeys together with us and our children, I couldn’t get home fast enough to my babies and our home.

The weekend was amazing and so hope filled and talk about showing Love to one another. Just wow. Heaven embodied in 14 amazing ladies that got to share with each other all weekend and build the other up. Just wow.
Not enough words really.

In awe of this journey and the fact that I’m on it has took my breathe a little bit this weekend if I’m being honest.
Fears silenced.
Dreams awakened.
Hopes renewed.
Journeys seen.
Vision explored.
Becoming One Heart in very action before our eyes.
Scared of what the future holds but yet without a doubt willing to walk it.
Just Jesus.

On the way home,
I prayed and worshiped and prayed and worshiped and just let God bring me back to a familiar place in His Presence resting at His feet, dancing in His arms, giggling along His river bank beside the flowing river of Life, feeling every piece of heaven I can feel and all the while reminding me.

“Dont be shaken.
You know what I have told you and shown you. You see this from my perspective and you feel my heart. Remain.”

Oh I’m reminded He has a plan greater than we can see or even understand sometimes and me and Derek get to be part of that. Part of His bigger picture. Even if it’s a tiny piece. He chose us.

Yes Lord yes.
Keep us in your moments.
Keep us in your Presence.
Keep us aware.
Keep us overflowing.
Keep us and use us.
Please don’t let me ever get in the way.
Keep us humble.
Keep us surrendered.
Keep us surrounded. 🪽 Your plan far outweighs them all.

I get home and I found my way to the couch and I went to rest my mind for a minute and open Pinterest to search for a picture idea and keep in mind. I haven’t opened Pinterest in probably 2 weeks. Maybe longer. Who knows.

And this. This is the 1st picture I see.

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Have you ever walked in a strength for someone that you don’t even know where it come from and when you finally sit down and you feel vulnerable again?

Like really think about that.

I think in each moment.

Strength to weakness.
Weakness to strength.

As a surrendered Child of God, We are under His Wing.

He is the reason we can.

He is the reason we still have life.
Have hope.
Have Love.
Have feelings of those all around us.
He is the reason we can remain steadfast!

And when we slow down we get to be reminded.

He and His angels have us.

Including mine.

Oh sweet sweet friend, how I pray you let Heaven invade your Life like never before.
Oh how I pray you feel and embrace and live from a place of His Pure Love, like never before.

Oh how I pray that you will Hear His Voice and find your strength in Him and be of good courage and yes even find your vulnerability and not be afraid. That you Let Love just wrap around you and teach you Who He is. For God, the creator of all things, the breather of Life into existence, is with you wherever you go. And because of that, in any moment, you can call to Him and He will answer you and even tell you great and beautiful things that you do now know..
Joshua 1:9
Jeremiah 33.3
1st Corinthians 13

He loves you so much. So much He sent His son for you. So much He sent His Holy Spirit back to empower you. So much He even keeps His very angles encamped around you too.

Oh I pray with all my heart for you to know so intimately this Love.

This Love is Jesus.

💙🦋💍🪽💜

And what a beautiful reminder tonight of just that. 🪽 💍 🌾