Today, for a moment, I notice the clouds and kinda got lost in them. As I look around, they look a lot like they did that day.
Perfect.
Peaceful.
Floating purposefully.
Calm.
Painting a beautiful picture of Heaven on Earth.
Knowing their creator.
The breeze blowing, sending them moving strategically across the sky.
I wonder did they know? As the sun beaming perfect onto our skin as we gather around for a celebration and new beginning together.
Today, Sitting in the middle of our son’s ballgame, surrounded by teammates, family and friends, as I’m breathing in this beautiful moment, As I’m remembering. Thanking God for that perfect day. And the 3 weeks that lead up to that moment in the classroom of the facility.
My eyes just flood with liquid love and I can’t catch my breath.
Before I know it, I can’t hold it together so I get up and get to the restroom before anyone noticed.
Praying.
Breathing.
Praying.
Breathing.
I kinda get it together, realize I have my shades on my baby’s hat that I’m wearing, I slip them on, calmly walk out and go pace and pray behind the dough out where Grayson was. (They have no idea how much they carry me.)
I asked him if he needed a drink and he didn’t so I stood behind him.
Praying.
Breathing.
Praying.
Not sure what else to do.
I ask God for something.
“Just give me a piece of heaven to hold on to right here in this moment.”
I close my eyes, look down, pray and breath again, then open my eyes to see that beautifully perfect heart shaped rock laying by my foot.
I reach down, pick it up, hold it to my heart, embrace His wings and breathe.
Of corse.
A heart Rock. < 3
I see you.
And I love you too.
My heaven on earth moment.
Telling you all of this only to get to this truth…
Seek, and you will find.
Knock, and He will answer.
The Lord is my shepherd, I SHALL NOT WANT.
Even if.
Even when.
Even now.
Isn’t it so much easier to get lost in the moment that wants to bring you into such darkness and pain that you can’t even function?
Probably.
But God.
Greater is He, that is within me…. and you…
We just have to chose Him.
The darkness can win, if we chose it.
But ahhh the Light. The Life. The Way. The Truth. The Hope. Why would we not want to choose the Light?
He will not let us down, nor will He let us get lost In darkness especially when we are seeking Light.
The enemy has his eye on you.
Do you you have your eyes on him too?
I pray with all my heart, for your focus to shift. For your eyes to open. Your eyes to hear, and your heart rended to Who He is so He can come in and mend you.
Look into the eyes of the One who created you.
He knitted you together in your mother’s womb. He knows every intricate detail of who you are…. because He created you. For Him.
With perfection.
In Him… you lack nothing.
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.
If He even nurtures the sparrow, what more will He do for you?
Sweet sweet friend. We all face darkness from this world.
Scripture says Jesus said…. I have overcome the World.
He gives us everything we need, in Him…
He loves you so much. He wants to be the One you chose.
Even if.
Even when.
Even now.
He will not let you down.
Praying for you, always.
💜🪽🦋💙
“I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world.””
John 16:33 NLT
“Look at the birds. They don’t plant or harvest or store food in barns, for your heavenly Father feeds them. And aren’t you far more valuable to him than they are?”
Matthew 6:26 NLT
“The Lord is my shepherd; I have all that I need.”
Psalms 23:1 NLT
Brandi thank you so much for your transparency and guidance to help me focus on a closer walk with our Lord and Savior. I keep you and your family in my prayers. God is good.